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December 18, 2008

i just realised.
i cannot do without music wherever i go.
it seems like im lacking something in my life if i dont have music.

i think i lived my life 80% being afraid.

afraid of the unknown, afraid of the knowns, afraid of the changes, afraid of everything.

even things that i know that benefits me rather than hurting me, i am afraid because i am so comfortable in the zone i am in of doing absolutely nothing that i don’t do anything to change my life. i know i should be spending my holiday doing something productive and benefiting to my second semester and after diploma, but it just seems where i am sitting or rather lying right now is taking over the control of the brain.

even going out of the house seems like a chore to me. i’m just happy staying at home, in my own world, with the laptop fulfilling my imagination.

so how do i change my life and go ahead with life and dare to venture. if you think i am adventurous, think again really hard. cause most of the times, i am driving with a blindfold.

so what’s my direction now?
NAFA, USA, UK, WORK, back to where i was initially in, or………………
will the passion last for a lifetime, i’ve seen so many friends change and work in lines totally opposite from theirs. do they stop to think if they enjoy their jobs or the main motivation is the money.

One Comment leave one →
  1. December 18, 2008 9:03 pm

    let your heart bring you to where u’d suppose to :)

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